I'm gonna be honest. My life without my lady is a scary scary place. Typically once a year herself and the kids will go back home for a fairly lengthy visit, usually about 2 weeks.
The first couple days is euphoric freedom. Playin poker at the casino, eating terribly, drinking regularly, masturbating somewhere other than the man cave, taking naps. It's great.
Usually by week 2 I look at myself in the mirror and I see 20 year old me and it scares the $&@! out of me. That guy was an unmotivated lost soul. Meeting my lady was the best thing that ever happened to me. It motivated me to excel in my career and be a good provider to her and my kids. Which to this point in my life is what I am most proud of.
I would be terrified to see what I would have become without her in my life.
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