Yeah, I'm fighting depression right now too. Technically my unemployment status ended in January but that didn't even last a couple months so it feels like 2 1/2 years.
I figured with my last job I would be spending alot of my time on the computer but I ended up spending 90-95% on my feet. With my disability it wore away at me and I tried to fight through it but once my supervisor started getting on my ass constantly about not doing things as quick as him I decided it would be best if I gave my notice.
I try and stay positive but it's hard sometimes especially now having to use my emergency fund to pay bills/loans. What sucks too is having a recruiter or a producer at a studio add me on LinkedIn making me think something might happen and then nothing does. I sometimes wonder if I made a mistake leaving BC to come back home and make it even harder to find a job in my field but I didn't want to risk having to leave completely broke.
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