[AFireInside]

Maybe a 2..

I've been trying to get out of this funk for quite awhile but I'm struggling. It seems impossible. My motivation at work is completely gone. I have trouble getting out of bed these days. I do because I have to, but it's taking everything I have. I have removed social media, hasn't seemed to make a difference, but it's only been a couple weeks.

I've had down times during my life but this time it seems much tougher to get out of.

People are noticing, and I just don't seem to enjoy anything anymore, and my relationships are suffering. I despise my job currently, though I know it's a good situation overall so I should be happy. I'm able to work from home a lot, and as a result in the past 2 weeks I've barely left the house other than to get groceries, but being productive has been a real struggle. I've just been absolutely miserable. I'm putting on a decent face, most people don't realize just how bad it is, aside from a few people who are close to me.

I know this can't continue but jeez has it been dark. I left out a few details that are contributing, but they are mostly just things that are out of my control.