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Originally Posted by fotze2
Anyone have a good PTSD person? I'm all buggered I totally planned and lived to die in December. It didn't happen and I have a new life, have to provide for this family. But I am fataed in the head. Sleep doesn't exist until it just has to be.
I think dying fatas you up. dead multiple times. My taste buds have changed for some reason. I hate pizza now. why? I have no appetite. Hate when I wake up.
I don't want to tell my wife I'm struggling or definitely my kids. I should be happy as hell I have a new lease on life, I am very fortunate mostly.
I wanna rent boogie boards out in Maui for a living.
Apparently there is a huge percentage of people who need PTSD crap after this. Not me though. I'm tough, and stupid as fata.
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PTSD can be weird. I had a long post concussion battle after getting jumped and sucker punched/kicked. Had my brain tested a bunch, neurologist said I had PTSD. I instantly dismissed it as stupid, because “I didn’t care that idiot did that, and bring it on I’ll be ready next time, not afraid”. But… I totally had PTSD. It’s like your brain is in overdrive. Getting that diagnosed and addressed helped a ton. I don’t have a recommendation (as I am in Ontario), but I would see a neurologist about it.