Alright, I have been thinking about posting in this thread but I am awful at putting my stuff out there.
I am at a 5 but only because I am lucky enough to have an awesome friend and sister.
Wife of 18 years left me and moved out in May. Still going through the process of selling what I thought was going to be the last home I lived in until my kids (10 and 6) grew up.
Divorce is a very nasty, ugly thing and we disagree on most things so we have a mediator guiding things. Ex-Wife has decided she is going to live her 20's now instead of when she was actually in them and has turned into a total party animal.
I spend most of my weekday evenings alone and isolated in a house that reminds me of the future I no longer am going to have and its a daily struggle to go home. Sometimes I will just drive around aimlessly to avoid it.
Not looking for pity or sympathy, just hoping it feels better to get some of this out there.
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