wierdly in the last few days I had some anxiaty/panic attacks first time in decades, had a couple during my divorce, couldn't really work out why, lifes pretty stable, figured out I am probably spending to much time on X and absorbing all the crazyness, I think I'm stressing out about what the hell world my kids will have to live in and my inability to protect them as I'm into the last stretch of life, my adopted kid is trans and she's great but I am scared for her and there's nothing I can do, the world is just going crazy and the kids are going to have to survive it
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