You're a pharmacist assistant. You're not being told this, but that's pretty good, regardless of how much time you've spent to reach that level. Keep pushing forward because accomplishing independence and self sufficiency will not be a problem if you've already accomplished that.
You're also aiming for pharmacist which will be a target that is far higher than what many others will accomplish themselves. As time goes on, you'll exceed the goals you've currently set for yourself.
I don't know the details of your situation, but I wonder if you feel that your self esteem is low, could a contributing factor be because you're attempting to peg it to someone else's self esteem that is also low? There's nothing wrong with wanting your parents approval, but pegging your self esteem to theirs may not work for the situation.
You might not know it, but there's always people rooting for you.
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