I was numb most of yesterday. I started tearing up watching the video of Johnny and Mony hugging. You can tell they had so much love for each other. It reminded me of me and my best friend who was also taken away far too early.
I think of how empty I feel at times thinking about my best friend and that's how Sean must feel right now. Sean was looking forward to reuniting with Johnny, growing old together, having their kids grow together. But now that's not possible and it all could have been avoided.
It's so tragic and senseless, it's harder today than it was yesterday somehow. I'm grateful for having this outlet, I moved to Europe a few years ago and I really don't have anyone to grieve with over here.
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