Thanks for the mental health pep talk. ^
Have a date this evening with someone I don't know well and I don't know if I can get myself into good enough spirits for that.
I felt bad about potentially re-scheduling, thinking to myself it shouldn't be a problem to shelf this for a few hours, why can't you do that? But maybe it's not strange to need a little time to grieve something that mattered, even if the physical connection wasn't close.
There's no way this isn't weighing on my mind for any stretch of time today.
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