My problems seem pretty insignificant with what some of you guys are dealing with, condolences to those who have lost and thoughts with those struggling. As men its hard to discuss this stuff so its nice having a safe place like this.
Overall I really dont have much to complain about since last posting in here things have been better, ive been able to manage my health and slowly coming off the medication as my nerve pain has calmed down which has been fantastic
The girlfriend of 6 years is still an ex although we are amicable but i found out recently that she cheated on me with multiple people, something i was completely unaware of. That kinda sucked
My mortgage is about to renew and thats super stressful now that i have the house to myself and my interest rate will more than double. Its gonna be tight paying it alone and worried i wont be able to afford it. Looked at other houses and even renting and its so expensive out there, theres no point even thinking of selling.
I guess thats more for the finance thread. As some of you mentioned it feels like my dogs are the only thing that keeps me going, Im 35 and single and this really isnt how i saw my life going and thats kind of depressing. I have a good circle of friends but its difficult seeing them getting married and having kids while I spin my tires. I find meeting people dating wise super difficult and Im not interested in the apps so basically accepting the fact this is how its gonna be for me.
Mentally I am just exhausted with all this and not totally sure how to handle it. Does feel good to write it out on a random message board as weird as that sounds
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