0.01. My gf of nine years dad got diagnosed with advanced leukemia. Both my parents now have full blown dementia. I pop pain pills like they are Pez because everything hurts so damn much.
I get ODSP and by the time I pay rent, car insurance, hydro, and internet/phone at the beginning of the month I am broke, thank Christ for relatives and food banks or I would starve. I sleep alot, I used to enjoy video games or reading to escape from the world but I find no enjoyment in either. The world is in a downward spiral just like me. I love my son's to death but if I could go back I wouldn't have brought them into this world because it's heading for a dark place. I also could just shuffle off this mortal coil and not be a bad father for leaving them behind. At least I still enjoy watching hockey and talking about it, I don't have much else left.
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