My job is fine, but I applied for a role I'd be super happy in for more pay and even had an in for it so was feeling confident, just found out I didn't get it.
It's so weird in my life where I find whenever I really want something and work hard for it, I don't get it. And when I don't really give a bleep and put in minimal effort, it works out for me (job interviews, women, etc). I'm a pretty chill person, almost to a fault, so I've been trying to be more driven lately. But I'd be lying if I said I hadn't noticed the theme of when things usually work out for me ha-ha...
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