Have you tried the free resources?
https://www.distresscentre.com/need-...BoCeIcQAvD_BwE
https://ab.211.ca/how-we-help/helplines/
Have you had this discussion with your partner? How are they helping you with this... and if they're not, they're probably the wrong partner for you.
What kind of hobbies do you have outside of working 2 jobs? Is there something there you could monetize to help your financial stresses?
What are you working conditions like? What can you improve there, maybe by talking to your bosses or move onto a better place
Do you get the joy you want from hockey? Is there someone(s) who can confide in there?
Personally I'm just chugging along day by day... my body feels like it's giving up on me too but it is what it is... I'm pretty lazy about improving my personal health so it's really self inflicted.