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Originally Posted by 81MC
I ####ing get this ridiculous emotion when travelling that is somewhere between apathy and despair. From somewhere I’ve dreamed about to some of the most beautiful places in the world, always find myself trying so hard to not ruin my partners experience, but god damn if I don’t manage to smear such cynical #### on everything. Gotta figure it out man, should be having the time of my life with those I love and instead I’m trying to avoid crying into a pint over how frustratingly underwhelming it all feels and the inability to hide it, knowing these are rare and social occasions.
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Accepting it and knowing you should change is good start. As with most things, I would just say don't let the small stuff bother you. Go to places with an open mind instead of sky high expectations i.e.: "having the time of my life" and just go to places to relax and get away from the rat race. Then you might actually have the time of your life. Ain't nothing wrong with just sitting by the lake crushing PBRs and doing nothing at all.