I'm so sorry, Dion. I know how much you loved her and were loved by her. I know a little bit about caregiving (not to a parent) and how difficult but rewarding it can be. It was truly a gift you gave her, caring for her as you did for so many years. I hope that you will be able to find some comfort in the many happy memories you have of her. A friend wrote these words, after going through a few losses, and they've always brought me some comfort; I hope they do you as well.