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Originally Posted by rubecube
Yeah, I'm just gonna own up to this and say I'm having a bad week and I'm cranky as hell. Apologies to everyone for how I'm going about this. Quit drinking for the month, stressful week at work, new meds, and then all this bull#### has me out of sorts.
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all this bull#### has us all out of sorts, I decided to adopt one my foster sons younger brothers a few years ago, he was 9 and granted I'm almost 60 and single but the brothers had been with me a few years and everything was (and still is) going well, at the time I wasn't in the least worried, I make good money the house is almost paid, I know how to parent it all made perfect sense and would be so much easier than being a parent at 30 or so.
Now I am stressed out every night worrying about it all falling apart and us being broke or me catching cancer or other catastrophic scenarios, I have a recurring dream that I am wandering a wasteland with him and his brother pushing a shopping cart and living off rabbits and pidgeons, I havent been this stressed since my divorce when I thought I might have to move to Winnipeg.
I'm in great shape financially and have no real reason to worry, I cannot imagine what you younger guys with families are going through.