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2020 didn't effect my lifestyle at all. I have been pretty recluse for 3 years now. Drugs .. havnt touched them in 8 years EXCEPT 1 or 2 times a year I'll go on midnight mystery ride on shrooms. Havnt touched MDMA in 9 years... hated the hang over. Coke haven't touched in 10 plus years. Only did that 1 to 3 times a year in the 2000s. Never touched sweet lady h or meth or pain pills. Till this day I still don't take tylonal or advil unless its doctor prescribed. My drinking was at 4 to 5 times a week but since the pandemic 1 time a week. Something about society slowing.g ad doing what I have done for years calmed my drinking . No longer felt like an outcast when the world normalized my lifestyle.I use to smoke a 1/8 to a 1/4 a night at one point with a 12 pack. I can barely get past 4 tall boys at 6 to 7% now before wanting bed.

I went a solid year without booze or pot and since then I haven't touched pot. Pot always made me paronoid and full of anxiety. Didn't matter the strain ot tinkerer. I just smoked or eat it out of habit. .

For the last few years only drinks on video game nights. Me and my demons are just fine with one another. My demons know if they cross the line , I'll slit there througts ear to ear and leave their corpses hanging on meat hooks outside there mothers door in hell to greet them early morn as the step outside their doors. Sans limbs and faces as that was what I used to feed Cerberus to gain access to hell.