I’m having a heck of a time convincing myself I want to quit. I think it’s filling a void somewhere I can’t quite figure out. I can easily go all day without a cigarette, but late at night I just like to stand outside and burn a handful.
People talk about that morning cigarette, or smoke and coffee, or stress relief yada yada. . I want to quit, anytime but the nighttime. Bedtime, nah, I’ll go smoke till I’m nauseous.
Ordered Carr’s book. Hopefully it can shine some light.
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No, no…I’m not sloppy, or lazy. This is a sign of the boredom.
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