The good thing is that money is not the issue right now. I can go a good bit of time without worrying too much about that. I've cut my expenses down to next to nothing, pushed off my car payments etc.
I'm not used to not working, I'm not used to not hearing, I think that's what's killing me right now.
Going through something like this is seeding a lot of doubts and insecurities.
I had decided that today would be my last day of doing anything on the job search side of things until next week, I need to get away from it, its eating away at me.
I'd like to get work sooner rather then later, but I think I've earned the right to be a bit selective in what I do position wise.
But yeah, your right, I need to stop for a bit, maybe let some new things build up and then re-energize to it.
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My name is Ozymandias, King of Kings;
Look on my Works, ye Mighty, and despair!
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