Damn, that is painful and familiar. I have experienced the same. I find no joy in watching activities or sports where people take blows to the head anymore because of how awfully I know it can mess up your life. Your brain is essentially what you are and needs to be taken care of.
Edit: I do still enjoy hockey, but I don't enjoy watching hockey fights at all anymore and really cringe when I see heads getting banged into the boards. Sports like boxing or MMA, I don't even want to watch for a moment.
It is amazing how powerfully a concussion can change your day to day life. Having your brain stop working the way you have been used to can make you into a different person, both in functional abilities and personality.
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Last edited by JohnnyB; 12-12-2019 at 07:56 PM.
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