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Originally Posted by CaptainCrunch
Look, I don't know what to say, the last time I saw him was at Christmas and I didn't see this coming, and then when things were starting to fall apart for him, I just mis read it or convinced myself that he would bounce back or recover because he seemed like that kind of person. He was funny and personable and never seemed like the kind of guy that would let anything get to him. Man, I was totally wrong.
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At the risk of sounding insensitive there's something that needs to be said. Placing guilt on yourself because you say you were totally wrong isn't being fair to you as a person. It's easy to look back and say I could or should have done something different now that facts are in. You did what you thought was right at the time because you believed he would bounce back and recover. Don't allow yourself to go down that dark hole of what ifs and maybes. Be kind to yourself.
Talking about it with people does help and if need be, go talk to a professional who can help you deal with what you are feeling.
Sorry for your loss Captain.