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"Years go by, you're fine," he says. "And then all of a sudden in a heartbeat, in an instant, on an impulse, somebody shoves a glass of Mescal in front of your nose and says, 'It's from Oaxaca.' And it's burning its way through your esophagus and you go, 'Oh man, what did I do that for? I can't put the toothpaste back in the tube."
"The last thing I want to be is that kind of monster," he tells Sawyer in the interview.
I don't know Mel; seems to me alcohol acts like a truth serum for most people. Did the alcohol make you a monster, or did you just reveal your true feelings?