[Yamer]

Sorry for your loss, Puxlut. Unfortunately, I've been there as well.

It is extremely heart wrenching to be there when they put your friend to sleep. For months that was the one memory I was always left with when I thought about Biz. It seemed so incredibly unfair, and for a long time I resented that I choose to be with him and was only left with that constant reminder of sorrow and pain.

However, after a while I was able to look beyond that moment to everything that made him so special to me. It took some time and healing, but I would never, ever go back and avoid holding him as he exited our lives. They give us so much that it is only right that we be there with them at the end.

Eventually, I know if you aren't already that you'll be comfortable with that decision. I'm almost certain that Barnaby appreciated it.