I am sorry for you situation. I lost my dad in a car accident when I was 16 years old. This may sound horrible but I envy your position because you can make the most of the time he has left. I was really close with my dad but there is a lot I missed out on, simply due to my age, and I never got the chance to say goodbye. Spend as much time as you can with your dad.
I can tell you from my own experience that there isn't a day that goes by that I don't think about my father. It'll hurt for a while but eventually when you think of your dad you'll focus on all the positive memories and times you shared.
Feel free to PM me if you just want to talk.
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