Well I told my Mom that I didn't want to go to church anymore. I pretty much told her that I have other important things to focus on (school, my future, etc.) and that I'm not getting anything from going to church and that I pretty much want to live my life based on my own decisions.
She was upset but she understands. She thinks I don't believe in god, but I said this to her as a rebuttal: "I'm not saying there is a god or that there isn't, I'm just saying that I don't care if there is one. honestly don't know and I don't think anybody will ever know" I guess that makes me agnostic pretty much.
She also has this feeling that I'll fall into a bad crowd without church but I had to remind her that she taught me well and that I know the kind of people that I want to hang out with.
Anyhow I'm glad that I don't have to go anymore, but my mom does seem really upset and I have a feeling she'll be looking at me with disappointment for a while.
TL; DR: No more church. Yay!
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