Well, social services closed our case, which is nice since that was really our biggest worry beyond health worries, and after that we've been able to not think about this every day.
Kids are mostly fine, although ours has been more worried than usual whenever she gets hurt a bit or feels funny. Nothing too worrying, but still it's pretty clear where that came from.
Haven't heard anything from the police. It's not unusual in Finland for things to take forever. Would be nice to get some closure on that finally.
In the end I probably took the worst hit. I've had a couple of panic attacks. There was some really rough moments before we got my kid to the hospital. and it's fair to say those moments haunt me. I should probably talk about that stuff to someone, but I honestly haven't been that great with dealing with this. I've been getting to it finally though.
It also wears on me that I can't talk to my friend, who used to be really important for me. Just can't deal with him right now.
I might be filing for a divorce too. It's been brewing up for a long time now, and only very thinly related to this episode, but still.
Good thing about aging is that you get better in dealing with stuff. So overall I'm not doing as bad as all that might sound.
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