Over the past few months something has really changed with my mom. She has always been a religious person and i live in a fairly religious family but now she has become way more religious than i have ever seen her. In my 20 years of life i've never seen her act or talk the way she has over the last few months. Going on about witchcraft, demons in our house and the fact that me not believing in god apparently means that i believe in the devil.
Last Sunday i went to church for the first time in years. It was an African church so things ran quite differently than the other christian church i went to as a kid, and i have to say that it was one of the most eye opening things i've ever seen in my life. Seeing a room full of people act like they're having a seizure while yelling out "god, god, god" over and over again made me realize that i honestly have no need for church or religion.
Before i was on the fence about religion but after that and some of the stuff i heard my mom say it made me truly believe that i have no need for god. I still haven't told my mom and she told me that if i don't go to church with her than she would put me out of the house. How do i tell my mom about my views on religion without her kicking me out?
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