I've gone through those introspective times on a few different occasions. It's tough to break out of it. Quite often when things seem to be going my way I get worried about losing it all. It's weird how we're wired, I had a crazy fear of death as a child from about age 5-10. It took me years to get over it, now I think, compared to 99% of people I've had a good run at life, if it ends too soon so be it.
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