Will have to find this online I can catch your 'confessional' moment of pain and honesty when the going gets tough and you're about to break.I give it a 76 percent chance of including a pro science/anti religion slant to the rant.
In all seriousness, the best of luck to you in the contest and more importantly to your journey to health and wellness. You know there will be dozens (hundreds?) of people over here cheering you on.
And now I can stop picturing you as a brilliant but dorky acne ridden teen.
Actually always interesting to find out what some of the celebrated posters on the board look like. I'm almost always wrong. Cept for Cowperson.