Hang in there HBAV.
I've had depression my entire life, going on 30 years. Now that I have received excellent professional help along with medication, I am finally finding happiness in my life.
You have just gone through the worst part, admitting to your loved ones (your dad) that you need help. It may not seem like it, but it is going to get easier from here. Just please stick to whatever plan you and your professional help develop. I wish you all the best, and if you ever need to chat you can pm me.
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