lol well clubs are pretty annoying to me when I'm sober so I don't think I could go out to a club and not drink.
I think I'm pretty good at handling myself when I drink. I don't drink and drive, I don't tend to do stuff that I regret very often (ex. I've been in a relationship since I turned 18 and I've never cheated or anything like that) and I just don't get out of control like I've seen others do. Even when I'm obliterated I usually have pretty good control of myself. I can be passing out but I'll know to wait until I get outside or to a toilet to puke, I know to call a cab, I know to pay for it etc...
I do think that I have bad will power with the stuff though. Like I said, I couldn't go to a club and not drink. If I want to make sure I don't drink on a weekend, then I have to make sure I don't put myself in a situation where there will be drinking or I'm likely to cave. This only happens if I don't have a serious commitment the next day which would be really hard to get through hungover (Waking up early, mainly) and I don't seem to have any issue saying no to drinking on a weekday.
Just to be clear, I don't consider myself to be an alcoholic and I do understand the health impacts of my choices.
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