[nickerjones]

Ok here is the deal... I'm not sure if I'm depressed. I might be..I probably am. I know I dont feel like myself. Im worried about a lot of things, I am going stir crazy bc I just had back surgery. Not counting Labor Day where I got to run a tournament for my hockey team I have been in bed for well over month with the back pain and a week and counting for my surgery. I'm anxious about things that would never bother me. I want to get out and go do stuff ( but I cant) but I dont know what I want to do. I'm personally worried bc I am a contract employee and dont get paid if I dont work. I have worked 16 Days since June 1st bc of the back.

Obviously I know you guys arent doctors but I am sure some of you guys have felt like this and hopefully overcame it. It seems like this may be common after surgeries but how do I get over it ? I have made an appointment with my family physician to talk about some of this but it seems like its years a way.