[Alberta_Beef]

Originally Posted by vektor

find something that is easy on your knee, I suggest swimming or shadow boxing while holding very lightweights (<10 lbs). If people look at you because you are obese, well screw them. Also I know many people will get mad, but I suggest smoking marijuana, it might help you shake your depression and become more active. Also, eat a big steak once a week, a lot of leafy green vegetables and take glucosamine sulfate pills. This is the best advice I can give in a very quick dose.

Good luck, you can turn your life around if you want. I was obese, no girlfriend, miserable. Changed it all, but, here's the catch, it's on you to do it. It is up to you where your life goes and blaming others or cyclically feeling self-loathing is a complete waste of time and energy. If you feel like laying on your bed and doing nothing but feeling sorry for yourself (not trying to be pejorative, I had depression too once) try eating something healthy and doing something active. Happiness and healthiness happens by building momentum, it's not a sudden change or a quick fix, happiness builds momentum when you dedicate yourself to a healthy lifestyle and you will never feel truly happy until you figure this out or completely medicate yourself with prescription pills

and f.uck bullies, there are more of us here that would stick up for you in real life than there are bullies. Don't spend 2 seconds thinking about them, if you were being cornered and made fun of in real life I'd force-ably help you as would many people here. Bullies are stupid human beings, they are like you said lesser forms, their brains aren't fully functioning.

thanks and I am working on it, I just needed to accept myself and be happy with me before I could accomplish anything because I lacked the confidence to do it.