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Originally Posted by Hockey_Ninja
A lot of it has to do with my anxiety. I've had very bad anxiety for my entire life and it has prevented me from doing a lot of things in my life. I wish i didn't have it sometimes because i feel like its holding me back from who i can really be. I've taken meds for it but i've reacted pretty badly when on them and i just didn't feel right. I've overcome a lot of it but hopefully sometime in the future i can overcome it fully and stop being such a wimp.
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I think you're over-thinking it man. 2 years ago my girlfriend broke up with me to be with my at the time best friend who never had talked to me about it so I was pretty down in the dumps/pissed off with women. I was pretty low on the confidence side of things (got rejected a few times etc.) But honestly, once I stopped giving a fata about what people thought of me (read: not being as self conscious, NOT being a total slob/jackass) everything started looking better and the girls notice. It was different in my situation because I was at a private school with 50 kids so everyone knew everyone, but if I remember right you go to a big public school so you have all the chance in the world to make something out of it. Honestly, if you start thinking you're awesome, other people will too.