Many of these I'm reading from you guys and gals I've had myself.
I've had the one of darting my car into the other lane of traffic. Not cause of a suicide thing though, just kind of that 'what would happen if/what would it feel like if' idea that pops into your head with most of these crazy ideas. As an aside, that would be a pretty selfish way of commiting suicide, though I have wondered about that myself when I hear of accidents like that.
Another one is the stairs one. But not, 'oh I feel like I might fall', but rather if someone is walking down in front of me I get this flash of just sweeping out their leg and ruining their day... or neck.
It's weird, I'm not a violent guy at all, in fact I've been pigeonholed much the other way, but I will get these weird homicidal flashes through my brain. Like when your sitting with someone and listening to them at dinner. It doesn't even have to be a person you are not fond of or a story that's boring you, but like the stairs thing I'll see a flash of a picture of me stabbing them in the eyeball with a fork in my head.
There's a few more, but they're even weirder.
Last edited by Daradon; 08-25-2011 at 11:20 PM.
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