Sometimes when I'm walking by kids on the street I'll think about punching them right in the face. And I'm not talking about 14-16 year old kids here, I'm talking like 6-8 year old kids.
I definitely think about veering into oncoming traffic on a single lane highway, or someone veering into me.
When nothing is distracting me I don't step on cracks, and I also adjust my stride length to avoid them.
I'll always try and finish a set of stairs with my right foot. When I don't, it makes me angry. This has resulted in my falling or almost falling down the stairs a few times.
Whenever I'm waiting for a train I always imagine getting pushed onto the tracks and go through in my mind what I would do to avoid getting hit.
When I'm on a high balcony in an apartment building or something I always think that I'll just have a momentary lapse in judgment and decide to jump off for some reason. I also always want to throw fruit off the balcony and watch it smash on the pavement below. I did it once from the 25th floor with an apple and it was awesome.
I used to have dreams where I would be on my street, but I couldn't find my house. I just kept walking and walking and going around the block and every time my house wouldn't be where it normally was. Also I used to dream that my mom was a robot.
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