one thing that is difficult about this process that i should find as inspiration is seeing other people hit or come within 15 lbs of their goal. i wish i had taken time out earlier in my life to do this, and i wish i hadnt allowed myself to get as unhealthy as i was/am. it sounds great to say ive lost 43 lbs and look at the scale and see the weight come off... but when i consider that i still want to lose another 60-70 this year and 100 lbs by feb 12, it's incredibly discouraging. i guess it feels like going inch by inch across a tight rope perched above a mountain... cant look down.
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