Sorry for your loss. At the very least I hope you know that your story will likely save someone else the pain you are going through now.
I didn't post in this thread when we lost our dog months ago. I could say you get over it with time, but boy there are moments still. I still sometimes walk in the house, months and months after his death and wonder why he doesn't come running. I sometimes look behind me before pulling out my chair because he might be lying there. Sometimes I am sure I hear him coming up the stairs.
My three year old asked me why they needed Bill in heaven because he misses him. "But I want Bill here."
Sucks right now for you, but know that as you say he died having fun. Maybe it is too soon, but I would suggest getting another companion right away. Was and is not for me, we had 15 years together and I am not ready; but maybe it would be good for you?.
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