Why am I posting this here? I don't know. I am a Canucks fan, on a Flames board spilling my drunken guts and why? I wish I knew. I guess because I have just fallen so out of love with the Tfarchive and just love this place.
(On the plus fan I was a flames fan for a long time, but city pressure got to me)
I feel done. I got robbed at knife point at work today. I was coward and didn't stop it, although I could've. I chased after the guy but relented when he tried to hit me with a bottle of alcohol he stole. I am emotionally and mentally knackered. I am angry or sad with everyone. I think for the first time in my life hockey no longer matters since I chased after the guy and afterwards realized he could have turned and killed me. Since then I haven't thought straight. My mind has been on what could have been. What if he turned and stabbed me as I chased him? What if I was dead right now?
My mind is done. I went to the Bif Naked show tonight but still I am sitting here thinking "I might have died" despite how drunk I am.
I really don't know why I am sharing this. Maybe I just needed to vent. I sure as hell hope I am reading right and this
is the off topic forum. If not I am going to feel stupid tomorrow.
Consider this my first drunk post at CalgaryPuck.
Edit- Oh and happy Birthday Firefly.... whoa typing that was a challenge.