It's a topic I posted on a few years ago. I lost sleep because of my fear, yet in the 2 years since, I've come to realize that, for me at least, it is a result of stress.
Yeah, it's something that people think about, but it's impact is multiplied when things aren't going quite your way.
I don't have an aswer for your original question, as I'm a strong believer in proof, and the only way I'm going to know is when it happens. I have 2 kids, I have bigger things to worry about right now.
I will say this. If it is something that is really affecting you, like losing sleep, or you're constantly thinking about it, there's a possibility that you're dealing with depression. I went to a company assisted program a few years back because of what I was going through.
If you're spending too much time thinking about it, regardless if it's suicidal or not, I strongly reccomend that you seek some help to deal with it. You shouldn't live your life fearing your death.
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