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Originally Posted by FireFly
This is probably why it didn't work out in the first place. If you need a 'back-up plan' in case things don't work out, you don't love her. You've already mentally left her so why are you doing this to her and yourself?
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Sad that I had to lose a few friends along the path of finding out that maybe she wasn't the best match for me... sorry FireFly
And you are right. I don't know why I am doing it to myself. I could care less why I'm doing it for her- I think that is obvious. To get some. The problem is that I can't remove all the strings attached and it leads to hurting me.
But just because one girl's really hurting me, that means I can't make myself available to any others? I don't know if that has to be true.