My Dad is a recovered alcoholic. He finally realized one day that he couldn't carry on, and I think it was at work one morning when he decided he had to quit drinking, or it would ruin his life. He entered a detox program, and combined with AA meetings he was able to beat the addiction.
He has been sober for well over a decade now, but I remember how he initially struggled. It was too risky to hang out with his old friends as they also enjoyed the drink. He found solace in helping others with the same addiction.
Very proud of my Dad for that accomplishment. He came from an alcoholic family, but had the fortitude to overcome the addiction before it destroyed him, and our family.
My best wishes to you. Seek help and surround yourself with like-minded people who will give you all the support you need.
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