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Originally Posted by FLAMESRULE
I feel like I always have to drink. I find it very hard to go out for a business lunch downtown and not have a couple. I NEVER go out for dinner, a sporting event, concert, etc. without having "a few". I dont feel like getting "drunk" very often, just that I HAVE to drink. It feels like an addictin.
I dont feel like I'm overreacting. I've got TERRIBLE family history that I am desparate to avoid repeating. My dad has no relationship with his parents because of booze.
My drunk mood is 100% dependant on how I feel before. If I've been squabbling with my wife, it can get ugly in a hurry. I'm not violent, but I can be a lippy and mean drunk in a hurry.
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If ts is the case, you are an alcoholic, period. The only advice I can give you, and the only advice you should consider off a message board is, Seek professional help.
I have seen what this can do to a family, and left unchecked, it will lead to a lifetime of regret and sorrow.