Thanks guys! It's been tough so far and still hard to believe. I was sitting on my computer last night and my motion lights went on in my backyard and I thought for sure it was going to be him and this was just a bad trick.....no luck
I've never had someone close to me do something like this and my emotions are on a roller coaster and I'm not sure if I'm more sad or mad at him for being so selfish. Anyways I hope your friend sorts out his issues and you don't have to go through anything like this. And anyone who is ever thinking this is the best or only way to fix your problems it is not! The people that love you are only hurt more no matter what your problem may be whether it is money, job, relationship, etc. Just ask for help the people that will miss you in the end will do anything to help you, I promise!