A good friend of mine found his grandfather dead in his bathroom via shooting himself in the head. He also had to clean up the brain matter.
As much as i feel for you, and the guilt that usually automatically comes with finding out someone close to you has killed themselves, i can't possibly agree more that it is not your fault.
I personally believe that suicide is a selfish act. But, i also cant' possibly imagine what it feels like to actually seriously want to kill myself, so, i do feel some sort of sympathy to your friend for living with that kind of despair.
Sorry for your loss.
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