I was dating this girl for a couple of years and she committed suicide a few months after we broke up. I moved out and left town, but she kept emailing me about how depressed she was. Eventually I stopped replying and the emails stopped and I thought she was over it, but it wasn't until about 2 years later that I found out she actually killed herself. Going back through my unread emails, the last one was a few days before she died. It really disturbed me for a while.
The fact of the matter is though, she was an emotional wreck before I met her. She was a victim of child abuse and had many problems. Still, I can't help but feel that maybe I could have helped.
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