I've been invited to Ceili's tonight. It is supposed to be me, a few other guys I don't know and about 15 nurses, all my age, all single.
For some reason I can't get excited to go. It seems like it'll be a fish in a barrel type night, but every time I have an opportunity like this I end up being dissapointed and spending the night brooding while drinking my beer and not talking to anyone. It seems that spontaneity gets me more interested. When I'm expected to have success with women or feel I'm being set up I get disinterested.
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