Hmm, on rare occasions I've also felt like this. Its usually just when I'm kind of laying in bed at night and thinking up random stuff. Then for whatever reason, I'd be like "man, I wonder how it feels like when I eventually die? Does it just feel like I'm asleep?". I get kind of creeped out thinking about it. I also get pretty bummed out thinking about having to deal with the eventual passing of a loved one.
So far, I've been really lucky as I've actually only experienced the death of a grandfather when I was a kid. Everyone else in my circle of family and friends have not died yet. I know it's going to come eventually, but sometimes it still saddens me to think about it.
But ultimately like Ozy just mentioned, I realize that everyone goes through it, be it rich, poor, beautiful, ugly, etc. I've learned to accept it.
Like I said, its actually pretty rare that I think about it. Its only sometimes when I can't seem to fall asleep right away and I start thinking up a bunch of random stuff that it kind of hits me.
I don't think I can offer you any advice, as everyone's different. As I said, I've basically learned to accept it and thus try to live my life to the fullest and enjoy every moment of it.
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