Lets f'n do this.

I still had an almost full pack kicking around and I was tempted to go on a 'last weekend' bender and smoke the whole thing, which is more than I'd usually smoke. Instead I set one a day aside and gave the rest to a friend... just need that one in the morning until Monday rolls around. Time to kick this sh*t.

I hardly thought about smoking today but I definitely noticed myself a little on edge.

I'm ready boys..

Guys, I joined the ride to conquer cancer today. I think it is fitting considering the impact of smoking. I will put up a link to my fundraising page soon.

Wow that was rough... came very close to caving after some stressful moments at work. This is the hardest part though right? One day at a time...

Stay with it bro. I nearly f'n strangled a customer today. I literally got so irritated with his whiny behaviour, and neediness my skin physically started heating up. I just politely excused myself for a minute, and grabbed a glass of water till I calmed down.

Starting to feel pretty confident about this. It has already been a full week for me and I'm doing fine. That and I'm already $23 richer. Maybe even more. I bought a new 20 pack about every 2.5 days.

time to get it done...

Going on a 2 week vacation with my entire family of 16 help me forget about smoking. So far so good...21 days and counting.