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Consider this my death post, unless I’m alive tomorrow (Saturday). The eternals were right, that I would die soon, but I was allowed to have power for a brief history in time. Since I only lasted one day longer than I was going to, pika’s biggest regret is that he didn’t take out Oling with his shot. If the rest of you townies are going to vote me off, for no other reason than you don’t like that I won’t reveal some things, then it would have been nice to have him gone from the game too. Of course this is selfish, but so are your reasons for voting me off. It’s not like you are lynching chu because you are trying to see who I’m aligned with. You are lynching me because you’ve either bought into the mafia’s misdirection (and kudos to them if they did it) or you are being led by townies that aren’t helping out the town. The first thing you do after I kill the first mafia is to cast suspicion on me and then vote me out the next day. Pika does not want to be a part of a group that doesn’t want him, as that’s awkward for both sides.

When I flip town, make sure you already have your built in excuses that I’m weird, or inconsistent, forgetting that there are flaws in all of your stories too. Even simple things like Oling saying Mazrim requested we go invisible, when he actually said that he suggested we do it. It’s funny that he can read between the lines when it suits him, but is oblivious to it when he wants to portray chu as a bad player. Besides formulate, he hasn’t been right this game. As I write this, I’m really regretting not using my bullet on him. Pika will never understand how you lynch the first person to actually kill mafia.

Son, we live in a town that has scum, and those scum have to be hunted by men with guns. Who's gonna do it? You, Lt. Rochinen? Pika has a greater responsibility than you could possibly fathom. You weep for Rather Dashing, and you curse the town. You have that luxury. You have the luxury of not knowing what chu knows. That Rather Dashing’s death, while tragic, probably saved lives. And pika’s existence, while grotesque and incomprehensible to you, saves lives. You don't want the truth because deep down in places you don't talk about at parties, you want me in this town, you need me in this town. We use words like honor, code, loyalty. Chu uses these words as the backbone of a life spent defending something. You use them as a punchline. Pika has neither the time nor the inclination to explain myself to a man who rises and sleeps under the blanket of the very freedom that I provide, and then questions the manner in which I provide it. I would rather you just said thank you, and went on your way, Otherwise, I suggest you pick up a weapon, and stand a post. Either way, Pika doesn’t give a damn what you think you are entitled to.

You see GGG, I can deal with the bullets, and the bombs, and the blood. I don't want money, and I don't want medals. What Pika does want is for you to stand there in that girly green wire uniform and with your U of C mouth extend me some damn courtesy. You gotta ask me nicely.

I'm being charged with a crime? Is that what this is? Pika’s being charged with a crime? This is funny. That's what this is. You effin people... you have no idea how to defend a town. All you did was weaken a town today, starseed. That's all you did. You put people's lives in danger. Sweet dreams, son.